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Wednesday, 28 October 2009

Happy Birthday to Myself

It's my birthday today. A mixed feelings filled up my mind.

Received greetings and wishes from everyone and everywhere mainly on facebook. Had my birthday celebration yesterday and today. I feel bliss. Everyone treating good on me, everyone take care of me. It's a happy thing. At least a lot of them still remember me, and giving out their warmest wishes for me. Indeed, I feel touched and blessed.

However, there's one greeting which is just too late. I'm no longer touched with your words. I was eagerly hoping for your wish and celebration from you for the past two years and you turned me down again and again. I was eagerly hoping that you'd at least treating me good especially during my birthday and I was again hoping too much for it. Tears of sorrow on my birthday for the past two years. It's sarcastic. At least, I'm getting rid of it from now on. You will no longer be an influential to me. It's a good start for me. Like what I've claimed earlier, once I gave up my feeling on you, never expect me to turn back anymore. I'd never put hope on you anymore.

Happy birthday to Myself~

Thursday, 3 September 2009

Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word

What have I got to do to make you love me
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that you're not there

What do I do to make you want me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I say when it's all over
And sorry seems to be the hardest word

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd

It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word

What do I do to make you love me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I do when lightning strikes me
What have I got to do
What have I got to do
When sorry seems to be the hardest word

Wednesday, 26 August 2009

Valentine

happy valentine day~!

Monday, 22 June 2009

解脱

我还是继续的哭着。。。

不晓得为什么还是这样子。。。

还是很想哭。。。还是很伤心。。。还是放不开。。。

有时回想起当初，真的让我很心痛。。。

事实上，什么时候你有真正的关心我的感受。。。

所有的事情。。。你都找到借口来反驳我。。。

所有的事情演变到最后。。。变成我的错。。。

连你出轨。。。都变成我的错。。。

明明就把我拿来和其他女子比较。。。却又不承认。。。

明明自己做错了许多事。。。却又要将其他人的错也一起拖下来。。。

明明我已经尽量在改变自己。。。你却不满足。。。一再的挑剔我。。。

明明好多次了我决定要放弃你。。。你对我哭。。。你求我。。。拼命的把我拉回你的身边。。。而我也心软的接受回你。。。

但是。。。当你放弃我时。。。不管我怎样哭。。。怎样求。。。脸被你赏巴掌。。。我都已经发疯了。。。你却觉得我在闹。。。觉得我很烦。。。不肯心软。。。

什么时候。。。你也变得这么没人性。。。这么荒唐。。。

大概大家都不曾想像你是怎样的人吧。。。可能你把自己的形象保留的太好。。。

不是我夸张。。。只是。。。应该没有人会想象到。。其实。。。我是怎样能够忍受你这样对待我的方式。。。

我也想像不到。。。我为什么还能够继续的爱着。。继续的留到最后。。。把我折磨到我都要不认识我自己了。。。

其实真正荒唐的是我。。。因为。。。过去的日子我既然还是可以迁就着你。。。迁就着你过分的要求。。。

我真的很想解脱。。。不然我真的会生病的。。。

Sunday, 21 June 2009

依然

过了这么久，我还是没有放开，

依然的每天哭着，

依然的每天失眠着，

依然的想念着，

依然的爱着。。。

我不想再继续下去。。。

因为很累。。很辛苦。。。

我很想放弃。。。可是就不能做到。。。

我拼命的逼自己放下他。。却不能放下。。。

很多人都觉得我不对劲。。。

也有人发现到我把自己封锁在自己的生活里。。。逃不出来。。。

有人告诉我。。。如果我继续这样。。。真的会生病。。。

不明白，事情过了这么久，我应该就可以放下了。。。

至少他选择不珍惜我，我就不要勉强。

可能大家都不知道到底他。。。对我的伤害又有多深。。。

发生在我身上的。。。相信没有人会相信他是这样的人吧。。。

有时我觉得他神经病。。。可是我应该才是那个最神经的吧。。。

既然能够配合他的神经做法。。。

发生了太多的事情。。。

让我存在了阴影。。。存在了伤害。。。

很深很深。。。

我怕了。。。我真的怕了。。。

Sunday, 12 April 2009

Easter Day

Do you still remember what happen last year on this day?

I still remember clearly what happen on easter day 2007.

The memories are still fresh like it just happen yesterday.

Do you still remember?

Happy Easter Day!